These must be the most self-indulgent days of my life. These days I am the closest to myself I have been in a long time. I feel like a human being again, in contact with my emotions and desires. When I walk the city streets, it is as if I am floating. I have never felt happier with myself. I can almost touch my own glow.
These days I am not doing much, except enjoying my own company and sometimes the company of friends. Not reading, not writing, not taking too many photos either. I just exist and by doing so, I allow myself to feel whatever it is that I am feeling.
And today I woke up feeling low… I did not know what to do with myself. So, I made breakfast, then took the camera from the shelf and started taking photos around the house, while having coffee and toast. It kept me busy for a couple of hours. It was all I needed to feel better again.